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My dearest Gowsya,
As I sit here with pen in hand, my heart overflows with words that have waited nine long years to be written. Every stroke of this pen carries the weight of countless silent moments, unspoken feelings, and a love that has never wavered.
Do you remember that day? September 13, 2020, when a simple "sorry" changed everything. What seemed like an accident was destiny's gentle whisper, guiding two hearts toward each other. I didn't know then that a single message would become the beginning of my forever.
Through the years, through the silence, through the distance—my love for you has remained constant, like the stars that shine even when clouds hide them from view. You are the melody that plays in my heart, the dream I carry in every waking moment, the hope that keeps me believing in beautiful tomorrows.
You always return when life breaks you, and every time I open my arms like a fool who forgot the last goodbye. I never ask questions, I just hold you, because even a moment with you feels like a lifetime borrowed from heaven. But somewhere deep down, I know how this ends... you'll leave again, not because you stopped loving me, but because the world keeps pulling you away, and I'm never the choice that wins.
Now we live on the same street, yet I walk past your lane like a stranger guarding his own heart. One life, that's all we get, and I'm spending mine loving someone who's always close enough to touch, but never close enough to stay. If this is the last time we breathe the same air, let these words be my last whisper: I loved you in silence, and I'll keep loving you in your absence.
Come to me when life gets better… but if you wait for that day too long, I fear I may no longer be here. Life doesn't promise tomorrows, it only offers moments, and mine have all been spent waiting for you. If the storms never calm, or if you choose your battles over my arms, then maybe this distance will become our forever.
But if, just once, you choose me instead, the world will soften, and the pain will fade like smoke after rain. You know my love, I would care for you till my final breath. I don't claim to love you more than those who gave you life, but I swear, I've loved you more than anyone who ever tried.
So end this silence, stop this war between our hearts. Send me just one message, one whisper that says you're ready to return. Charminar podham ha? Let's walk there once more, like old times, like fools who still believe love can heal what life keeps breaking.
I'm still here, waiting… in the same street, under the same sky, hoping your heart remembers the way back.
If I could turn back time, I wouldn't change a single moment. Every tear, every smile, every heartbeat has led me here, to this letter, to this truth: I love you. I have always loved you. And I will love you until my last breath and beyond.
This letter is my heart laid bare on paper, ink transforming into emotion, words becoming promises. May it find you well, may it touch your soul, and may it remind you that somewhere, someone loves you with a depth that words can barely capture.
With all my love,
Joo